Everything you did to me I need to erase
So I can do them again
Without ever seeing your face
I don’t want to remember your hand on my face
Or your sharp hairs scratching my skin
Trying to erase the smell your sweat 
Months after I scrubbed it away 
Long since I washed off the coconut oil
As it ran across my body
Mixing with your sweat and semen
My stomach churns at the memory.
Everything you did to me, I need to erase.
So I can do them again
Without ever seeing your face.

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